life must goes on

i've thninking about myself last night. out of sudden, i've thinking about not to finish up my study in this JMC. no! aku bukan nak keluar dari sini. tapi aku takut kalau aku DIKELUARKAN dari sini. matrik ni pilihan aku yang terakhir tapi pilihan terakhir ni jugak lah yang aku pilih.  
but lately, makin hampir dengan PSPM I, makin takut pula aku rasa. but YES! i'll try my best for the PSPM I or not, i'll be kick out of  this JMC. and lost all my precious things here. kawan-kawan, crush, and all the memories. i dont want that happen to me. tapi aku memang tengah down gila sekarang ni. 
Ya Allah, give me strength to survive until the last semester in this JMC and make my parents proud of me. lastly, i really need big support from my family and friends.